herro....

i've decided to blog on blogger mostly to get away from the facebook/myspace/farmville and such. so a quick run down of me......i lost my job last monday, i live in spokane (ew), and tish/scotty/scott are all names for my boyfriend......wow this first blog is uber lame...ick....

so yah...i lost my job last monday. it was kind of funny. i was sitting in the edr before my shift, when chris came up and just gave me the 'come with me' wave. now, chris gets a shaky voice and body when confrontation is about to go down (or is going down), so i knew something was up. i told myself 'ok its a u.a or im fired, ok....we're walking past the emt, there goes the bathroom...eff im fired...' lol, it was a bit funny to me that i just didnt care once i realized what was going on. and im totally fine with it. that place (for you that dont know is a local casino) is a life sucker. all the mouth breathing, crack smoking-child abusers that i had to suck up to didnt help the lack of sunlight i was able to see on the grave shift. it was crap. in the last couple of years the casino had gone from a place that takes care of its 'teammates'....to a place where they dont care because 'the economy is bad enough there are people lined up to take your job'. i had tried to quit a few times and LITERALLY got brick walled and denied from putting in my two weeks....then as i prepared to drop down to part time (on DAYS may i add!) i was fired the one day (seriously ONE day) i was at enough points to be fired. my lack of caring i think surprised pat and chris because he kept saying not to make a scene....why would i though??! it was finally an out to a terrible work environment. i just signed my papers and bs'd with pat til tish came to pick me up (he likes to drive me to work when the weathers bad....) it was a smooth transition to joblessness....well with the exception of making zak walk me out, the one supervisor on my shift i had respect for and was friends with. making him walk me out seemed like a smack in the face. but whatever im done with place, even with pat telling me to apply after the 90 days bc ill have a job...so i guess you could say that my being fired is actually a 90 day suspension....sigh